Alone last night

Went to the boat last night and got out the dinghy. Tooled around the bay. First time the engine was used in 2 years. Started on the second pull. Couldn't stay out long as the thing has no lights. After sunset the moon came up almost full. Beautiful evening. Warm, no breeze, just a quiet night on the bay. I felt very alone though. No one to share it with just made me more and more sad. Very lonely moment. Still more joy than sad. Great to be able to see it even if I'm the only one to appreciate a moonrise on the water. Going to do it again tonight except I may take the sailboat out ... maybe overnight! Work tomorrow might be sacrificed.