I made it to Monday. Normally I would hate Monday but I'm on vacation so it is a little different. So if I'm on vacation why am I working? Ugh. This sucks. I'm signed on running a test because I need to find out why one of my projects isn't working as designed. I can get to the beach at some point later but for now I'm doing what the boss asked me to do. The sun is out and it will be in the mid 80's later today so I will get to the beach today.
This picture is from Sunday while out at an outdoor bar. I saw Denise and her husband Rick there. It was last minute and I only was there for a short time. Most of my Sunday was taken up by laying at the beach. But Denise took this picture of me and it seems like a good one to share.
So today marks a full week of no text messages. I am sad even though I am the one who made it this way. I have to keep reminding myself that how it needs to be because the alternative only leads to more loneliness and frustration. I may never have my moment but I'm sure I have the support of friends who know and love me in their way. I need to appreciate myself even if it's only me who does.
My plans for the rest of the week are to watch the football game tonight, see some music on Wednesday, maybe go to Peps on Thursday. That leaves Tuesday open. My mom wants me to call Yvonne so I'll see if that can happen although I won't be terribly disappointed if it doesn't. I hate that I am counting the days until I go home.