I am now in Florida. My life is slowing down as it does when I am visiting my mom. I had a nice long talk with mom and without mentioning specifics I told her about how I am struggling with the single life. It felt good just unloading for a bit.
No more text messages ... that's 2 full days of quiet. I'm not sure how to feel about that. I don't know how I can talk to Coleen now. I'm not sure if she is upset or even know that I am upset. What do I expect will happen? Maybe I'll never have a real conversation and that will be the end of it.
My focus for the next week and a half will be pretty simple ... work on my tan and forget.