Saturday, September 25, 2010

Bad bad bad

Yes... it is meltdown time. I was having drinks at the bar and Coleen was there. I made the mistake of over hearing her talking to Dean and I swear she propositioned him by saying she would come to his house tonight if he wanted. I'm struggling with the fact that I want to now go and see. This is not a good thing. But I need to go and see. If her car is at his house it will be hard for me but if I don't go check I'll never sleep.

No one want me. I am so alone right now. I want to call someone but no one will want to hear my whinnings. I know it's what all will see as what is inevitable, But the hurt is still there.

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