Monday, January 3, 2011
It is the start of another year. It's not exactly off to a great start. Lisa got engaged. I want to be happy for her and I think I am but I'm also a little sad. There was always a part of me that thought we could have been more than friends. I feel as though I let that go a while back. The closeness we once had been reduced to almost nothing. Like all the girls I have been friends with before that I also had a crush on I saw this coming for a while. No real heartbreak. I'd long ago given up a future with Lisa.