It's another new year. Good bye 2009 and hello 2010. Above if you can see it is a picture of Janet and myself. We have been friends so long I can't ever see that we can ever be more than that. I guess that is how my life will stay.

I can finally say I am able to do what ever I want financially. I am happy to be in that place but feeling more than a little frustrated becuase I am still not able to get close to anyone. It has me considering asking people I know to try and fix me up with someone new. Obviously of the people I am around day to day there are no possibilities. Last summer I has a fix up that didn't go anywhere mostly because I just wasn't serious about it. I told myself it was because I still needed to get out of debt. Whether that's true of not doesn't matter.

I need to find a new groove. A better place to go. More gym and less bar. Less talk and more action. It's a new year. Maybe I can find something good to add.