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Don't know what I'm doing. I'm a little unsure of myself right now. It's Friday and I am having dinner with Lee and her friends. I'm already looking forward to being done with it and getting on the train. Spoke to Janet and she will be having drinks in Westbury. We both anticipate going to Stangos later. Then tomorrow we will have dinner with Roberta and Judy and anyone else who might decide to be there. Sunday there is a wake for someone I know from the beach in Glen Cove. Janet will be there too. Janet, Janet, Janet. Is it possible to spend too much time with someone who probably is only interested in friendship?